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2015

So that happened

  Soooo yes, it has been a really long time. Things are a bit different than I expected the major thing is that I am moved clear to the north end of my city at the beginning of the year and have been making the most of it the environment is completely challenging and edifing at the same time.
  The story is still much the same however I feel a lot different about things and im able to recognize when I've learned and I've also been able to see the need to let go and experience growth that's available by being open and I appreciate that I still have trouble only being on my own but I am able to make the most of it. 
  The cool thing about my current position is inspiration and beauty that surrounds me everyday but that I have able to draw strength from and I am grateful for that. As always you're still a lot of work and I am working to make sure that I don't let myself down I'll keep you posted.

Update

So, it has been awhile... I have switched formats on this blog, I will typical post video blogs from now one, I just wanted to use the written word to get updated again before I dive back in. Its been an interesting few months. Things were stagnant for a few months and then I get hit with some life changes like all of a sudden. In February I dealt with a health issue that had me in the hospital for a few days and shortly after that I moved clear across the city. Have a hot prospect on the romance front so Im waiting to see what pans out....

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What does it take

Dear men of Earth; Reblog

Ok. I get ... Took me awhile. but I get it. Spent YEARS, trying to convince myself it wasnt me, the trouble was my heart didnt believe it. So then I got real. It is simply not my fault that you are to lazy to work for a relationship or just genuine compassion with all that promiscuous sex running around right? its like eating sunflower seeds. There are some that come unshelled right? So why get the ones in the shell, to much work involved. I could stay angry or blame my self, and really men and women are both accountable . I cant possibly see a modern man willing to risk getting real when he can just get laid. I tried really hard not to see this but, the more I realized that people will lie instead of opening their hearts, it wasnt to hard.
If I believed the hype, I would have to believe that somehow Im not worth it. That a woman who would cheat or sleep with anyone she wanted to just because she wanted to has more value than me, and you chose her CONSISTENTLY, then you become jaded and unwilling to do the work. well, I didnt give up, so what makes you think you get to?
I had a conversation with a man in which I told him the men Im interested in always have or wind up with girlfriends when I mentioned Im interested. You know what he told me?
"Maybe you should be the other woman, to have that experience, if you never have before, (which I havent) otherwise how long are you going to wait?.... take a risk. " Spoken like a true animal. I had to remind him that there are risk and then there is right and wrong.
I say that because animals are the only creatures who engage in procreation without conscience. Sleeping with someone with out even knowing a name ? widely practiced and Im thru feeling guilty because I have morals. I wont treat someone like a piece of plastic because they are to lazy to engage in HUMAN sexuality. Love evolved just like the rest of us people lets not forget.